Sunday, February 7, 2021

First of all, being an Intuitive I tend to understand dreams much better than the average person tends to

Why?

Because in order to survive a concussion and the resultant seizures as a child and young adult I found I had to observe all my dreams and all my physical symptoms 24 hours a day in order to survive this from ages 10 to 15 until my cranium grew enough to release the pressure on my brain so I didn't die from this problem (which I would have if my cranium "skull) hadn't grown and released the pressure on my brain. 

So, as a result of this I got into the habit of observing very very carefully all thoughts and dreams both day and night because I realized they were my only hope (along with God himself) for me to survive what I was going through then. Necessity is the mother of invention.

This way I usually knew when I might go to sleep and have a night time seizure. Because of this I was more ready to do "Whatever it took" to survive these experiences which were much like being murdered each time this happened.

Imagine being thrown off a 4 story building and going into shock from this "Death convulsions" and then waking up 1 or 2 hours later while shaking in shock from this experience. I did this at least once every 3 to 6 months which would naturally kill anyone older than about 35 even if they were in good health. But, as a 10 to 15 year old I could naturally survive more than most 35 year olds could still.

So, it was about my physical and emotional and spiritual survival as a being.

This led to my being unusual in what I'm aware of compared to most other people and it also led to my being aware of what other people would be capable of if they were put into an extreme crisis death situation that they might not survive either if they had the natural abilities like I did to begin with.

I likely might call this "Crisis evolution" or "near death quick evolution" or "Evolution through extreme trauma".

What I slowly or quickly learned is that dreams are more valuable than what you learn when you are awake. Why?

Because when you are awake you are less likely to understand the past, present and future and all time and space. Why?

Because when you are awake we are designed to run from animals or people trying to kill us or harm us through natural evolution of the past several hundreds of thousands of years or more. 

But, when we are asleep we are potentially universal. We are in contact with God and Angels and we are in contact with timeless Spaceless consciousness that God lives in.

God doesn't naturally live in time and space but in all time and all space is everywhere and nowhere simultaneously.

In fully understanding this one is different after this and lives their lives differently because they sense what is coming not only for them but for all people and all animals and all beings here on earth.

Part of my education by Life and God (Same thing) was to realize that most people don't see reality the way I do because of almost dying so many times when I was young first of whooping cough and then of a concussion and then seizures every few months from ages 10 to 15 years of age.

So, I perceive reality completely differently than most people and so because of this I often watch people die from all sorts of things along the way that don't have my level of awareness. But, it didn't come easily. I had to almost die every few months from ages 10 to 15 to attain this level of awareness all the time 24 hours a day and then I had to perfect it over time now until I'm 72 years old and still going.

By God's Grace

Note: What was the hardest part of going through all of this from 2 with whooping cough and 10 to 15 with a concussion and seizures for 5 years?

The Terror of this was the hardest thing to overcome. It wasn't a person that I needed to be afraid of or to kill. The terror was that this was something in my own body killing me. So, how do you fight something that is killing you from inside and not from the outside?

Overcoming the sheer terror of sometimes believing that God was trying to kill me (especially between ages 12 and 14) was a truly horrific and awful thing to go through. I ONLY survived this in the end because I invoked through dynamic prayer God to come into my body to live with me inside my body.

And when I did this and God came to live in my body with me my physical appearance completely changed and my seizures stopped permanently that very moment. So, my life has been very supernatural all the time since I was 14 or 15 when this happened. It happened around the time I was turning 15.

By God's Grace

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